I Want to Give to the Church !

I’ve got an overwhelming desire that’s burning from deep within; I don’t bring home a paycheck like normal people do so to speak nor do I rack my brain trying to scheme a quick hustle just to make a buck.  Normally when even thinking about that green dollar; I cringe of the thought as if it’s distasteful as sour milk and the thought comes to mind, “The devil’s green dollar; humph… outta the hands of the righteous and back into those of the wicked where it belongs!”  Needless to say those words do sound appropriate being spoken out of the mouth of a broke man… lol.   However; since I’ve been having this passion lately, it would be nice If a lump sum of cash just happened to come my way; If it were a million dollars to say.  I could then satisfy this yearning to give to the church; down to the last cent with not a single one to spare.  This feeling has gradually grown stronger and stronger with a series of events that have been quite unsettling to me for a few examples I’ll share a few.

• A little while back I received word of an armed robbery that took place a short distance from where I reside resulting in the shooting of a local dope-dealer which needless to say could have very-well killed them. Well, I’m not sure of specifics of the robbers intentions as regards to them being for cash or just a typical addict trying to score a fix.  Nevertheless that wasn’t my concern.  It nearly tore my heart into pieces; not only for the fact being that I knew the dealer very well because it hasn’t been that many years back when they were my dealer.  (laughing) I recall once I had sneaked off without paying for my last crack rock…  when confronted no harsh words were exchanged and I was pardoned with minimum fuss.  However that’s not what really pricked my emotions;  I remember the day so clearly when I was making my routine run… It was almost as if it came out of nowhere the question they asked me as I was in the process of lighting up a crack-pipe; “James… you know you should go ahead and start preaching; I don’t even go to church but I would start if you were preaching!”  The impact that very statement coming from that person at that particular time words couldn’t explain… Now they’re wounded and without doubt out of commission…  I indeed would give that money to the church… for surely my God is a God of hope…
• I recall being asked to be a god-parent of the most precious baby girl by while tangled up into whatever habit or addiction I was battling with at the time… The fact that even then someone saw something  worthy enough of even just stating it as a gesture has had such an impact on my life even up unto this present day, cannot be bought with a price.  That person who was nothing short of my guardian angel back then and still til this day has birthed the life of another.  Good parenting alone is expensive;  I can only imagine the dollar amount needed to back “Exceptional Parenting” which is in no doubt that they are modeling…  Oh how I want to give back to the church…

The list goes on and on and it never ends… I’m happy with the basics and for those being provided, on my Lord I can depend… So I’d give it all away; without even a search…  to those from whom restored hope… I’ll proudly give it all to the Church!

Steal Away –

– I’m pressing, I’m pulling; I’m watching, I’m waiting. I’m listening, I’m learning… I’m lifted, I’m weighted… I’m joyful, yet sorrowful… I’m broken but assembled… I AM love but yet I weep hate. This world is cold and my friends are few with every passing moment I cry out to the Lord “I know this is All You”; because there’s no strength within my own being I’d be able to tarry through. This cross is heavy; even if I had a choice, I’d refuse to share… with so many falling by the way-side, spiritually wounded, misused and abused… I’ve got to be that for someone else that you were for me so that my hands will be clean and they’ll come to know you Jesus, the one whom they can cast all of their cares. Some say I’m out of my mind; I can’t say that I disagree… but after all you continuously do for me, I can’t even begin to repay… so I devote my life to you in service and I’ll take whatever they dish out to me until my dying day… and when this walk of life is over dear Jesus; my head resting in your bosom is where I hope to lay…

It feels good every now and then to simply steal away, and spend some time with the Lord… and pour out our innermost thoughts and feelings… This wasn’t meant for the public eye, but after the great sense of refreshment flourished through my body after letting it all out rejuvenated my mind, body and spirit… For me not to share would be out-right selfish. So I certainly would like to encourage everyone to take a moment out of the day to steal away… we surely don’t have long to stay here… Remember; Death Comes Quick!

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James McCoy – no longer a Christian – Jesus Christ has set me Free!

Why do the “so-called” drug-free people condemn and discredit and disregard others making them a stereo-type of lesser worth? Furthermore. If in fact they have right to do so; being that things like this are often spoken of by “church-folk and yes some Christians”. If that were the case I could go on record to say that you all are the biggest group of hypocritical, spiritual blinded, worthless drug-addicts yourself; based on the number of those of you who’s cabinets are filled with Xanax, Klonopin, Hydrocodone, Trazodone, not to mention the other names of uppers, downers, pills to make you focus, pills to make you not focus. My Lord please help us! Can you not see how tangled up we have become from the very web that we weave? I love the Lord Jesus Christ and his word given freely to me in the Holy Bible. I love him so much that I in fact don’t know if I am one to belong to the “Christian religion”; because I choose to follow Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior! Ichoose to follow him as taught in a way of love for my neighbor, showing compassion towards others. I am certain that the spirit that is within me is that of the Holy Spirit; surely this is what they teach in the church-houses… but just as they teach that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life; their practices are that of the “pagans” (their definition of pagan – not mine) including the practices of spell casting and ritual practices in groups who are sitting in positions that they have been ordained (by man’s law). They teach messages of anger and wrath and instructions to be separate from basically everyone…yet at the same time instructing people to serve and teach Jesus. There’s no logic that I see in that alone… I know Jesus and I know his teachings, so how dare I try to discredit such perfect teachings by putting my dirty paws all over his work. I don’t know where some of these people are getting their teachings from or if they may just very-well be under the influence of some religious spell-craft. Now; in regards to those of them who do fall under the category of the innocent by the ways of lack of knowledge; I pray for you and in no way am I on any attempt to condemn you or to say that your way is the right way nor am I saying so about my own. I am simply saying that I do know what Jesus told me and with all due respect I bear the burden of the weight of the cross enough by taking the choice in being a follower of Jesus Christ…I am afraid that I will no longer unless governed by the Holy Spirit be categorized in that of the “Christian religion”. Is this saying that I don’t know God and Jesus Christ as my personal Savior? Absolutely Not! In fact it is the exact opposite I love him with every fiber of by being and because of that love I refuse to be confused with a group of people who teach with the understanding of tearing down one another in efforts of building themselves up… Using my Lord’s Holy-Scriptures as some sort ofdouble-edged sword in efforts of slaying your brethren acting in a way that is totally out of order with the instructions given to us all…Don’t you know that if you are operating while the spirit of hatred is still present you are acting of your own character and it is not in alignment with the will of God… (this is what the spirit is telling me-not you). The spirit says: James; look back over your life… can you not see… can’t you see the effectiveness of My Love… it is like that which is made of slime but has taken human form, doesn’t it leave a trail wherever it has been? You see, Jesus taught me to hate the sin and not the sinner for the sinner is that of the flesh but still is my brethren in which I am commanded to love. Speaking from personal experience; I can say that if you were to approach me in efforts of teaching me something, but you’re not giving off the sense of love (which is unseen), you are simply wasting your time and breath on your attempt of doing so. They teach to stay away from the alcoholics, the gays, the unsaved and those of the world. Jesus says to me “You make yourself available to them, for if you are in me and I am in you… what of harm can they do?” But the preacher teaches that God’s people are a peculiar people and the peculiar people are the ones who you can’t accept. But this is in no way of surprise to me the camps have been invaded and I have up until recently have been found guilty… Guilty of being included with the group of people who knowingly or not knowingly are infected… I aim to love and appreciate all things and all people, for it is what we all are commanded to do. Just as we are commanded to tear down; some of the people whoI see are acting as if they are getting ready for a physical world war three; but I received instructions indeed tear down, but to make sure that during the process I am also do it by expressing the same love that Jesus Christ had for me towards the person in which the evil spirit has invaded. So call me a hypocrite if you’d like… I am guilty of many things but for the most part I am guilt of a Hate that was found in my heart… I have a genuine love for my brethren which arouse a strong passionate hate from within my heart… I hate it so much I wish I could find a stronger word to use other than the simple word hate… I hate spirits of Jealousy, I hate the spirits of envy, I hate the spirit of confusion, I hate the spirit of division, I hate the spirit of greed, I hate the spirit of lust, but most of all I hate the spirit that has torn apart and brought such division within the “Body of Christ”. I loved being in services of the church-houses; and don’t be surprised to see me when and if you happen to see me drop in on occasions because I love you and I don’t judge you… I actually applaud your hearts intentions as I am constantly reminded of Isaiah 30:21 You will hear a word spoken behind you, saying,“This is the correct way, walk in it,whether you are heading to the right or the left.” So with this being said… I feel so much better and free from all of the confusion that I see; although I try my best not to participate in it personally, and many reject the things I speak of I know that there are those of them who appreciate it, because the Father let’s me know Jesus Is Lord & Savior now and forever more… I continually pray for you all and as far as what to expect from me now by way of writing… beat’s me! However, I’d like to believe it would be nothing any different from what you’ve seen previously, whatever the Lord commands for the edification of the “Body of Christ” you can count on it all being done; not of my own, but to the Glory of God! as always, Be Blessed & Stay Encouraged!

 

Where is Your Faith, Remember…We are what we Eat!!!

“I can do (ALL) things; is what it says in the scriptures”; not most, not many, but (All) things... Look it up for yourselves… Through Christ Jesus who strengthens me. I’m having this discomfort on my shoulder-blade, Lord there’s another doctor’s bill I’ve got to issue out… My my, With all the toxins that I’ve put into my body regardless of rather, I smoked it, snorted it, drank it, or shot it up… If I went to the doctor every time, they required me to come in for a checkup…Dear God thank you for teaching me better than that… There’s no telling how screwed up I’d be with all those ridiculous studies… I only had one issue and you only gave me one pill to take care of my problem. Next I’m on spreading the word about what a great doctor I’ve found because that one little pill that I only take once a day surely got rid of my pain. Two weeks later, I am calling to make another appointment because something is not right with me… and I think it’s something serious. I can’t eat, I’m having headaches, night sweats, and I’m dizzy when I stand up… but my shoulder-blade is better, great job on that one doc? I can’t even finish this post because of how hilariously sad this is, especially coming from where I heard it. Lord Have Mercy! Who would want to accept a God that nobody seems to get excited about… Certainly not me; I’d be out of there. All that money wasted in doctor bills… Then to learn that the only thing you had to do is establish a (secure) connection with your Father and speak to the pain and demand it to leave. Surely, that would be the last thing we resort to…. Because we don’t believe all that crap… We hear the preacher talking about some nonsense about if you only have faith the size of a mustard seed you can move mountains…. yeah, believe in that crap if you want…There another one is thrown out in the land of wolves…and for What reason and who should pay the cost for it? Well, if someone were to ask me I would ask him or her who his or her teacher was. Let’s see how many words it would take to prevent this from being such an issue… 5 (FIVE) missing words that were left out…You could surely have much more than a mustard seed amount of faith… but I do believe the word says.(1)Faith (2) Without (3) Work (4) Is (5) Dead… Be Careful with my Father’s Precious Scriptures and present them delicately as a piece or royalty for it is surely nothing short of it! Love You, Be Blessed, and Stay Encouraged…

~Part 2

To him that Holds ALL power in his hands…. I lift him up in praises… Somebody didn’t get it… for those that didn’t get it, examine it again. The last time I went to the doctor was for a required physical for documentation. My report came back showing me to be in excellent physical condition. During those times when the enemy was making his attack on this old tabernacle I absolutely refused to the risk of putting my trust in these physicians around here that so faithfully rely on science , which I had aforementioned changes so often that no record could be kept of it… God’s word remains the same yesterday, today, and forever more… That being known, No I didn’t let the physician be my first choice… however, I surely consulted a doctor… indeed he has a 100% success rate. There’s no telling what the earthly physician would have found… chances are I would be suffering from all of those side effects that would have certainly came from that pill that the doctor gave me… Had that happened who would I have to blame other than myself for being disobedient to the word of God that clearly states in all of your ways acknowledge me. Lean not to you own understanding. I Thank God that it was by his strikes I was healed for consulting him first…. Had I not I would have been cursed by suffering the side effects that come from going contrary to his word… To God be the glory!!!

 Originally Posted by James D. McCoy on January 11, 2014

~Conclusion…   If it wasn’t for Jesus I would have already declared myself mentally unstable… but Jesus!  Well for those whom have been concerned by way of a few… I thank God for you and just know that all is well with McCoy, however as far as the rest of  those of them out there in this wicked land; I’d strongly suggest if that if you haven’t by no taken heed to where things are headed… “YIKES!”  I would love for someone to ring my phone in attempts to such nonsense as of asking me to donate in efforts of finding a cure for this “Ebola” that’s been in the headlines these days…  I’ll gladly donate but no only that I’ll give them the cure for free of charge, but sadly If I did it would be merely a waste of breath as I’m sure that It wouldn’t travel even as far as the next listening ear for no one wants to know what is true, but only what profits them in some way…  If you must wonder what the cure is would be it’s all so simple as in maybe a few simple words in advising mankind as to what they’re conclusion should be which is this…  “YOU ARE NOT, Never Have Been Remotely Close, Nor Ever Will You Be GOD!  Perhaps while in the process of pretending to be of such marvelous value to the point of even remotely stealing HIS Glory as if you woke yourselves up all on your own and without doubt I’m sure that some pitiful being has even fooled themselves into believing that man will resurrect himself one day.  Yet still there’s no one to see clear enough to notice that every time when you reach a certain level as you may call it, while I see it as “a deeper pile” the true and living God will throw you a curved ball in attempts for you to come back to reality… Oh well nevertheless while those of you who entertain such  fool around with that… I think I’ll stay where I have been… and unfortunate for those of you whom value to the point of chasing after the devil’s green dollar and all it brings , explain to me if you would how with all of the wealth in the world there’s still one thing that you can’t purchase with it… No I’m not referring to “love” for surely you can buy that anywhere nowadays… but does anyone know the price tag on the cost of  “Blood-Insurance… I’m covered and there’s nothing you could offer for me to sell you my policy…  Be Blessed & Stay Encouraged !

DEADLY CRASH !!! Survivors Unknown!

I couldn’t believe my eyes!  I tell you the truth when I say that I’ve never seen anything like it in my entire life. There were body parts scattered everywhere.  There was this one lady missing an arm, a man missing his foot, a teenager that had been decapitated.  Everywhere I looked there was blood and the wreck was of such a magnitude involving so many people my heart bled with sorrow for what I was witnessing. I was attempting to reach for my phone; when I was thrown into a state of shock, because my hand was gone!  I was astonished; to say the least; yet as I begin to take notice to everyone’s tranquil composure as if there was nothing going on out of the ordinary at all… It would appear to be as if I had just stepped into some sort of matrix.  I thought; well maybe I’m dreaming, but then I realized that I had just got zoned into the screen again…

Facebook =  A two-lane highway  leading to only one of the two destinations, one lane headed north and the other headed south; how is it that the crash that was witnessed just happened to occur on the northbound lane with a divided median in the highway with everyone headed to the same destination? Hum; am I missing something here, or am I just nuts?  Everyday, same way, all day… Shame on us… are we not “One Body”… Absolutely, completely, broken down, beat up,

busted and disgusted… would be the fact of the matter!  Would just one somebody touch and agree with me in saying “ Oh the Blood…. “  now let’s respect the blood!

Stay tuned for: “Operation (Whole Truth)  and the appreciation of it’s mysteries”